Oh that...[He pauses before going on]...but as long as you're here now, that's what matters. Maybe when you return home things will be different.

[That makes him immediately lower his head.] Um, brother and I...we...we had to grow up on our own after our mom got sick and...dad left home. We had to look out for each other, like you and your brothers. We always wanted to follow in our dad's footsteps...but we went about it the wrong way...